~~mEi~~

perhaps....i think the world too beautifully.
i think that as long as i treat people good, i would get the same treatment back.
however, after a lot of trying, i found out one fact.

FACT: EVEN WHEN YOU TREAT SOMEONE GOOD, ITS NOT 100% THE PERSON WILL TREAT YOU GOOD.

sometimes, people simply think that you are being extra when u thin that you are helping.
perhaps...i should just forget about it.

recently life....
back to work...sun...work 10am. wake up = i vomit.
GREAT DAE. the rest of the dae = SLEEPING.

sick neh...till now..beta but still........haiz
when u are sick and still doing things for people and think that they might thank you.
they came to me with a massage. do u know abt this.
reply.. HUH
and turns out they thinks that someone else sld to do it. so much for it. like thanks ar. nothing much. juz a bit of....OUCH.i feel so sad for money spent on the smses to contact someone i duno and the time used on emailing.
that hurts in case u dun know.
and ya. in the end. i'm still the one doing it. sld i be happi abt it? i think so.
i sound so pathetic. so dramatic, so not me and duno wat else.
i'm starting to think too much. dats it. giving up. hate this.


ok....I FEEL NOTHING AND I'M SERIOUSLY PERFECTLY FINE WITH ALL OF IT. I AM!

P.s**
I WAN INTERNSHIP IN STARWOOD AND NOT ACCENTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!DAMN IT